fragmented

.. i can\'t breathe .. i cry out for you in the night dreams of the past haunt me ghosts invading my sleep i awaken trembling... short of breath.. mind racing.... no comprehension of my surroundings the darkness swallows me i am alone and i am lost... needing your guidance and strength longing for your tender touch to bring light into my soul and a song to my heart again as my breath slowly escapes me... 04.18.03 melissa

...click click ... the end... surrounded by confusion turning into indifference shrouded by fear intensified by emptiness the only noise i hear is my clock on the wall tick tick ... tick tick time is moving so slowly yet life passes in a blur thoughts racing through my mind still i am incoherent crying out no one hears my soul dies and so shall i the chamber is no longer hollow snap...spin...click...click then...the end 04.18.03 melissa

i feel him brush my cheek on a soft breeze the wind whispering his name to me so faintly that i cannot quite hear yet i comprehend enough to become alert his existence invades my peaceful sleep filling my dreams with desire tantalizing my senses teasing my inner-being i am wrapped in rapture rhapsody overtakes me ecstacy at my finger tips yet not quite within reach only enough to provide a taste not quite quenching my thirst my mind racing with thoughts where there once was emptiness am i still numb? ... no ..i now feel what is this sensation ... stirring my soul awakening a heart that was dormant too scared to beat for an

i sit here lost alone empty yearning for you mind wandering in no apparent direction blind to the sights around me only seeing your face deaf to the music in the air only hearing the harmony of your voice as remnances of it linger in my mind hours of conversation flowing through my memory feeling as if it were only yesterday then nothing...only silence waiting wondering hoping longing needing a sign that what i started feeling was not in vain praying its all a figment of my dark imagination come to me and show me you are not really gone vanished from my world that you will return and bring light to my soul lone